my creation for my myspace background! whoopie!!

i kinda thought of putting this up. i created this for my myspace background. you like it?

visit my myspace people

hii people,

sorry that i haven't been updating.. but i have been working on my myspace profile for a while.
please go ahead and visit it and perhaps you could get it too and we could add each other aight?

it's www.myspace.com/enterjazzyslife

i got some nice new pics there!

but i will add em' on here too, as soon as i have the time to.. loooool.. even though i'm on holiday atm..
well, maybe tomorrow or sometime soon k?

alright, hope to hear from you soon!

signing out,

**jazzy**

the blues eventually transforming into a rainbow

the sky is blue
the innerself is blue
the outside becomes blue
everything else is blue
you only see blue
until you came along, and showed me a rainbow
you tought me a lot of colors
you showed me a lot of colors
i feel a lot of colors
the rainbow appears when you decide to shine a light in me
where the rain and when my tears of darkness and sadness clear up
blue is no longer the only color in me
you make me feel alive, show me more rainbow baby!



by: Jazzy. 01.07.06

hey peeps!

hey peeps!! who has got myspace??????

i just signed up for it! come join me ppl!! go visit mine..

http://www.myspace.com/enterjazzyslife

still gonna work on it..
obviously, this will stay my main blog! :)

but please add mee!! even though it's sorta like friendster too.....lol oh well!! :p

ya ya ya...... can stop teasing me now.. loooool.......

How pumpkin (armaan) makes peachez (me) feel - this is out to you my darling

Pumpkin makes peachez heart rush a million times faster
even in a total comfort zone.
Peachez is in love.
Her heart can beat whatever speed for him
and she'll still love him so much.
She tries to do so much right but don't be surprised
if there are a few bumpy roads.
He means a lot to her, In fact the whole world.
It's a new world when they are together.
She is proud to know him and
to love every single bit of him and about him.
I LOVE YOU MY LOVE


by: jazzy 24.06.06

incomplete without you.......

baby, i'm incomplete without you. my perfect world is to be with you..
i'd do anythinnnnnnggg........to hold you in my arms.. i'd do anythingg.. to fall asleep with you........i'd do anytyhingggg.........

hmm..... she will be loved is the song that reminds me of you coz you sung it at uwc......
along with others.. like: my sacrifice..

i'm listening to so many songs right now........

in each and every song, there are so many things i want to say to you, so many things i mean, so many things i want etc.
i don't wanna make you face the world aloonneeee.........
i'm all weaaaaaak..........
i pray for the heart to be unbroken??
....incompleeeeeeete........

in a perfect world you'd still be here.. i can't let go! i just can't find my waaaay.........
in a perfect world this could never happen!~~

don't know what i should do now......don't know where i should go.......
still be waiting for you.......still need to hold onto you.......... i just can't let gooooo!!!!!!!

.....................

i'd do anything....... (song)

(8) i'd do anything!!....just to hold you in my arms!! (8)

i'd doooo anything, just to fall asleep with youuuuuu............ i'd do anything!! to fall asleep with you!! (8)

happier or more meaningful points of view that are meant well, not bad..

the songs before, i was listening to them and i just typed along..

i wasn't saying my pumpkin was a monster? no baby, i was..

"Omg.. I didn't mean it that way. Hunn! i was trying to show how perfect we are together
and my heartbreak! Hunn! I love you and i want you back!"

(8) you're my sunshine, my onli sunshine, you make me happy^ when skies are grey.. (8)
sigh, that's all i know.. lol


i feel like a part of me died, oohh how i miss you baby!!
(8) oh where oh where could my baby be.. (8) lol.. the rest of the song ain't appropriate for dis.. heheheh!! lol :p

You're my world baby!!

i'm trying so hard to get you back, and i'm going to try harder!!

even if this break-up had to happen for me to realize that i want you and need you in my life, in my world,
as long as in the end it would be worth it and that i won't get too hurt.. coz if i get too hurt in the end..........
i'll never forgive............... especially me..

coz i was such a fool!! (OMG, how many times did i say that already......?!)

hope we'll be and stay close no matter what happens........... if we get back together it'll mean the world to me.
even if it needs time.. that will be worth it baby..

i hope you can forgive me, coz i'm finding it hard to forgive myself..

i can't stand the pain (8) and i can't make it goo away (8) how could this happen to me (8) i made my mistakes.....(8) etc etc

maannnnnn, i'm so pathetic..

i wish i realized it earlier too.. and i never actually saw us breaking up for real......... i'm such a fool!!!!!!!!
i know i wanted it a lot / many times.......... now i finally made it.. and i'm regreting it..
it should never have happened!! but then......... would i have realized it?

maybe this was meant to happen.......... for me to realize.............

i hope we have a future together............. in some ways or the other...........

think of you so much baby.. i can't stop how much i want to.. i even dream of you............

you're on my mind almost all the time......... so much..............miss you!!

love you to bits!!

poke me to death, i shall love you until then............ *muah!*

signing out,

**jazzy**

my buddy!! ~~

heheh...... *g* @ stefan!! :)
hab dich lieb kumpel.. du bist so hawt!! :) loooool..........

ssssshhhhhhhh....... don't tell anyone

ssssshhhhhh.......... don't tell anyone about the pics.
they were meant to be just between us!!!!!!!!!
but i can't help it.. i must express my feelings you know........

can't you see how "perfect" we look together

it'll never be the same again.. :(

the lyrics

remember people, the previous posts that have (song) behind, is actually from the songs
and not particular in order and some lyrics might be missing or even wrong,
but this is what i got..

Welcome to my life (song)

do you ever feel like breaking down do you ever feel out of place like somehow you just don't belong and nobody understand you do you ever wanna run away do you ever lock yourself in your room with the radio turned up so loud and nobody hears you screaming

no you don't knwo what it's like to be like me to be hurt to feel lost to be left out in the dark....
to feel like you're being pushed around.......
to be on the edge of breaking down and noones there to save you
and no you don't know what it's like to be meeeeee........
welcome to my life

do you want to be someone else........

no you don't know what's it like when nothing feels alright
no you don't knwo what it's like to be like me.........

you might think i'm happy but i'm not going to be ooookkkkk

to be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark, to be kicked when you're down.......

........................welcome to my life...........

Untitled (song)

i open my eyes i try to see but i'm blinded by the white light can't remember how....... i can't remember why i'm lying here tonight.. and i can't stand the pain..and i can't make it go away.. no i can't stand the pain..how could this happen to me
i made my mistakes got nowhere to run..
i'm sick of this life i just wanna scream!
everybody screaming i try to make a sound but nobody hears me
i'm slipping on the edge, i'm hanging on a thread i wanna start this again so i try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered and i can't explain what happened and i can't race the things that i've done no i can't......how could this happen to me.. i made my mistakes got no where to run...............
i'm sick of this life i just wanna scream! how could this happen to me?????
i've made my mistakes got no where to run when life goes on i start fading away i'm sick of this life i just wanna scream!!
how could this happen to me??????

thank you (song)

i thought that i could always count on you
i thought that nothing could come in between us two
we said as long as we'd stick together we'd be alright we'd be ok..
..you broke me down..
i'd never be same again..
so thank you for showing me that bestfriends cannot be trusted..
and thank you for reminding to me that friendship and the good times we had you can have it back!
i won't forget what you did to me........
i want you, but you broke me down.. i'd never be the same again......
so thank you for showing me that bestfriends cannot be trusted..
and thank you for reminding to me that friendship and the good times we had you can have it back!
when the tables turn again..
you'd be wishing i was there for YOOUUU,
i'd be the one you'd miss the most.................
but you'd only find my clothes??
so thank you for showing me that bestfriends cannot be trusted..
and thank you for reminding to me that friendship and the good times we had you can have it back!

shut up! (song)

seems like every day i make mistakes............
so shut up so shut up i don't wanna hear it
so get out get out
step out step out
nothing you say is gonna bring me down.......
you think you're special,
and we know we know that you're noott!!
so shut up so shut up don't wanna hear it
so get out get out get out of my way
step out step out
nothing is going to bring me doowwwnnnn.........
never bring meeeee dooowwwnnnnn........
don't tell me who i should beeeeeee........
don't tell me what's right foorrr meeeee
don't tell me what i should do
don't wanna waste my time watch you fade away!!
so shut up shut up i don't wanna hear it
so get out get out
get out of my way
step out step out............

baby, mission impossible 3

baby, mission impossible 3 is damn good..
but i watched it at the wrong time..
coz all i could think of was you.. the whole movie reminded me of you..
the whole character/ story thingy!!
no wonder you wanted to see it.. coz you were telling me about it before.. remember??!?!?!
it brought tears to my eyes........literally.........
i miss you, how could i've been such a fool..
go watch it.. have fun..

in a perfect world.. (song)

in a perfect world you'd still be here..........

.......this means nothing at all.........

i think i need a miracle to make it through..

i wish i could turn back time, coz i can't let go! just can't find my way!!

in a perfect world, this could never happen!!

in a perfect world you'd still be here!

and it makes no sense! i could just pick up the pieces
but tooooo YOOOUUUUUU this means nothing at all!~~

don't know what i should do now............ don't know where i should goooooo.........

still be waiting for you...............

i need to hold on to you! I JUST CAN'T LET YOU GOOOOO!~~~~ YEAAAHH!! YEAAAAHH!!

in a perfect world, this could never happen!~~

in a perfect world, you'd still be here!!

and it makes no sense! i could just pick up the pieces
but tooooo YOOOUUUUUU this means nothing at all!~~

perfect (song)

you were "perfect" to me, in my world...........

i'm soooorrrrryyyy i can't be peerffeecctt!! just too late, and can't go back i'm sorry i can't be perfect!
..did you know you used to be my heroo.. i just wanna make you proud, never gonna be good enough for you!!
nothing lasts forever, i'm sorry i can't be perfect, now it's just too late, and now we can't go back, i'm sorry i can't be perfect, nothings gonna change........nothings gonna make this right again............just wanna talk to you.. and you don't understand!
......busted all........nothing lasts forever, i'm sorry i can't be perfect, now it's just too late, and now can't go back, i'm sorry i can't be perfect..........................

i wish i were good enough for you.. :(

she will be loved... (lyrics i like and might relate to now or even whole song aswell..)

i don't mind spending everyday..
look for the girl with the broken smile..
ask her if she wants to stay a while........
and sheeeeee wiiiiiiiiiill bee loooooooved!!
and sheeeeee wiiiiiiiiiill bee looooooovvveeeeeeddddddddddddd!!
tap on my window, knock on my door..
i want to make you feel beautiful..
it's not always butterflies and compromizing moves.......
look for the girl with the broken smile..
ask her if she wants to stay a while........
and sheeeeee wiiiiiiiiiill bee loooooooved!!
sooooooooo hard tooooo saaaaay goodbyeeeee!~~~~~~