whatcha lookin' at?

my creation for my myspace background! whoopie!!

2007-02-21T22:22:00.000+08:00

i kinda thought of putting this up. i created this for my myspace background. you like it?

visit my myspace people

2006-08-30T16:05:00.001+08:00

hii people,

sorry that i haven't been updating.. but i have been working on my myspace profile for a while.
please go ahead and visit it and perhaps you could get it too and we could add each other aight?

it's www.myspace.com/enterjazzyslife

i got some nice new pics there!

but i will add em' on here too, as soon as i have the time to.. loooool.. even though i'm on holiday atm..
well, maybe tomorrow or sometime soon k?

alright, hope to hear from you soon!

signing out,

**jazzy**

the blues eventually transforming into a rainbow

2006-06-30T23:21:00.000+08:00

the sky is blue
the innerself is blue
the outside becomes blue
everything else is blue
you only see blue
until you came along, and showed me a rainbow
you tought me a lot of colors
you showed me a lot of colors
i feel a lot of colors
the rainbow appears when you decide to shine a light in me
where the rain and when my tears of darkness and sadness clear up
blue is no longer the only color in me
you make me feel alive, show me more rainbow baby!

by: Jazzy. 01.07.06

hey peeps!

2006-06-30T21:15:00.000+08:00

hey peeps!! who has got myspace??????

i just signed up for it! come join me ppl!! go visit mine..

http://www.myspace.com/enterjazzyslife

still gonna work on it..
obviously, this will stay my main blog! :)

but please add mee!! even though it's sorta like friendster too.....lol oh well!! :p

ya ya ya...... can stop teasing me now.. loooool.......

How pumpkin (armaan) makes peachez (me) feel - this is out to you my darling

2006-06-24T13:27:00.000+08:00

Pumpkin makes peachez heart rush a million times faster
even in a total comfort zone.
Peachez is in love.
Her heart can beat whatever speed for him
and she'll still love him so much.
She tries to do so much right but don't be surprised
if there are a few bumpy roads.
He means a lot to her, In fact the whole world.
It's a new world when they are together.
She is proud to know him and
to love every single bit of him and about him.
I LOVE YOU MY LOVE

by: jazzy 24.06.06

incomplete without you.......

2006-06-05T15:20:00.000+08:00

baby, i'm incomplete without you. my perfect world is to be with you..
i'd do anythinnnnnnggg........to hold you in my arms.. i'd do anythingg.. to fall asleep with you........i'd do anytyhingggg.........

hmm..... she will be loved is the song that reminds me of you coz you sung it at uwc......
along with others.. like: my sacrifice..

i'm listening to so many songs right now........

in each and every song, there are so many things i want to say to you, so many things i mean, so many things i want etc.
i don't wanna make you face the world aloonneeee.........
i'm all weaaaaaak..........
i pray for the heart to be unbroken??
....incompleeeeeeete........

in a perfect world you'd still be here.. i can't let go! i just can't find my waaaay.........
in a perfect world this could never happen!~~

don't know what i should do now......don't know where i should go.......
still be waiting for you.......still need to hold onto you.......... i just can't let gooooo!!!!!!!

.....................

i'd do anything....... (song)

2006-06-04T14:08:00.000+08:00

(8) i'd do anything!!....just to hold you in my arms!! (8)

i'd doooo anything, just to fall asleep with youuuuuu............ i'd do anything!! to fall asleep with you!! (8)

happier or more meaningful points of view that are meant well, not bad..

2006-06-04T13:38:00.000+08:00

the songs before, i was listening to them and i just typed along..

i wasn't saying my pumpkin was a monster? no baby, i was..

"Omg.. I didn't mean it that way. Hunn! i was trying to show how perfect we are together
and my heartbreak! Hunn! I love you and i want you back!"

(8) you're my sunshine, my onli sunshine, you make me happy^ when skies are grey.. (8)
sigh, that's all i know.. lol

i feel like a part of me died, oohh how i miss you baby!!
(8) oh where oh where could my baby be.. (8) lol.. the rest of the song ain't appropriate for dis.. heheheh!! lol :p

You're my world baby!!

i'm trying so hard to get you back, and i'm going to try harder!!

even if this break-up had to happen for me to realize that i want you and need you in my life, in my world,
as long as in the end it would be worth it and that i won't get too hurt.. coz if i get too hurt in the end..........
i'll never forgive............... especially me..

coz i was such a fool!! (OMG, how many times did i say that already......?!)

hope we'll be and stay close no matter what happens........... if we get back together it'll mean the world to me.
even if it needs time.. that will be worth it baby..

i hope you can forgive me, coz i'm finding it hard to forgive myself..

i can't stand the pain (8) and i can't make it goo away (8) how could this happen to me (8) i made my mistakes.....(8) etc etc

maannnnnn, i'm so pathetic..

i wish i realized it earlier too.. and i never actually saw us breaking up for real......... i'm such a fool!!!!!!!!
i know i wanted it a lot / many times.......... now i finally made it.. and i'm regreting it..
it should never have happened!! but then......... would i have realized it?

maybe this was meant to happen.......... for me to realize.............

i hope we have a future together............. in some ways or the other...........

think of you so much baby.. i can't stop how much i want to.. i even dream of you............

you're on my mind almost all the time......... so much..............miss you!!

love you to bits!!

poke me to death, i shall love you until then............ *muah!*

signing out,

**jazzy**

my buddy!! ~~

2006-06-03T18:44:00.000+08:00

heheh...... *g* @ stefan!! :)
hab dich lieb kumpel.. du bist so hawt!! :) loooool..........

ssssshhhhhhhh....... don't tell anyone

2006-06-03T18:42:00.000+08:00

ssssshhhhhh.......... don't tell anyone about the pics.
they were meant to be just between us!!!!!!!!!
but i can't help it.. i must express my feelings you know........

can't you see how "perfect" we look together

2006-06-03T18:36:00.000+08:00

it'll never be the same again.. :(

the lyrics

2006-06-03T17:30:00.000+08:00

remember people, the previous posts that have (song) behind, is actually from the songs
and not particular in order and some lyrics might be missing or even wrong,
but this is what i got..

Welcome to my life (song)

2006-06-03T17:23:00.000+08:00

do you ever feel like breaking down do you ever feel out of place like somehow you just don't belong and nobody understand you do you ever wanna run away do you ever lock yourself in your room with the radio turned up so loud and nobody hears you screaming

no you don't knwo what it's like to be like me to be hurt to feel lost to be left out in the dark....
to feel like you're being pushed around.......
to be on the edge of breaking down and noones there to save you
and no you don't know what it's like to be meeeeee........
welcome to my life

do you want to be someone else........

no you don't know what's it like when nothing feels alright
no you don't knwo what it's like to be like me.........

you might think i'm happy but i'm not going to be ooookkkkk

to be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark, to be kicked when you're down.......

........................welcome to my life...........

Untitled (song)

2006-06-03T17:17:00.000+08:00

i open my eyes i try to see but i'm blinded by the white light can't remember how....... i can't remember why i'm lying here tonight.. and i can't stand the pain..and i can't make it go away.. no i can't stand the pain..how could this happen to me
i made my mistakes got nowhere to run..
i'm sick of this life i just wanna scream!
everybody screaming i try to make a sound but nobody hears me
i'm slipping on the edge, i'm hanging on a thread i wanna start this again so i try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered and i can't explain what happened and i can't race the things that i've done no i can't......how could this happen to me.. i made my mistakes got no where to run...............
i'm sick of this life i just wanna scream! how could this happen to me?????
i've made my mistakes got no where to run when life goes on i start fading away i'm sick of this life i just wanna scream!!
how could this happen to me??????

thank you (song)

2006-06-03T17:12:00.000+08:00

i thought that i could always count on you
i thought that nothing could come in between us two
we said as long as we'd stick together we'd be alright we'd be ok..
..you broke me down..
i'd never be same again..
so thank you for showing me that bestfriends cannot be trusted..
and thank you for reminding to me that friendship and the good times we had you can have it back!
i won't forget what you did to me........
i want you, but you broke me down.. i'd never be the same again......
so thank you for showing me that bestfriends cannot be trusted..
and thank you for reminding to me that friendship and the good times we had you can have it back!
when the tables turn again..
you'd be wishing i was there for YOOUUU,
i'd be the one you'd miss the most.................
but you'd only find my clothes??
so thank you for showing me that bestfriends cannot be trusted..
and thank you for reminding to me that friendship and the good times we had you can have it back!

shut up! (song)

2006-06-03T17:09:00.000+08:00

seems like every day i make mistakes............
so shut up so shut up i don't wanna hear it
so get out get out
step out step out
nothing you say is gonna bring me down.......
you think you're special,
and we know we know that you're noott!!
so shut up so shut up don't wanna hear it
so get out get out get out of my way
step out step out
nothing is going to bring me doowwwnnnn.........
never bring meeeee dooowwwnnnnn........
don't tell me who i should beeeeeee........
don't tell me what's right foorrr meeeee
don't tell me what i should do
don't wanna waste my time watch you fade away!!
so shut up shut up i don't wanna hear it
so get out get out
get out of my way
step out step out............

baby, mission impossible 3

2006-06-03T17:03:00.000+08:00

baby, mission impossible 3 is damn good..
but i watched it at the wrong time..
coz all i could think of was you.. the whole movie reminded me of you..
the whole character/ story thingy!!
no wonder you wanted to see it.. coz you were telling me about it before.. remember??!?!?!
it brought tears to my eyes........literally.........
i miss you, how could i've been such a fool..
go watch it.. have fun..

in a perfect world.. (song)

2006-06-03T16:59:00.000+08:00

in a perfect world you'd still be here..........

.......this means nothing at all.........

i think i need a miracle to make it through..

i wish i could turn back time, coz i can't let go! just can't find my way!!

in a perfect world, this could never happen!!

in a perfect world you'd still be here!

and it makes no sense! i could just pick up the pieces
but tooooo YOOOUUUUUU this means nothing at all!~~

don't know what i should do now............ don't know where i should goooooo.........

still be waiting for you...............

i need to hold on to you! I JUST CAN'T LET YOU GOOOOO!~~~~ YEAAAHH!! YEAAAAHH!!

in a perfect world, this could never happen!~~

in a perfect world, you'd still be here!!

and it makes no sense! i could just pick up the pieces
but tooooo YOOOUUUUUU this means nothing at all!~~

perfect (song)

2006-06-03T16:52:00.000+08:00

you were "perfect" to me, in my world...........

i'm soooorrrrryyyy i can't be peerffeecctt!! just too late, and can't go back i'm sorry i can't be perfect!
..did you know you used to be my heroo.. i just wanna make you proud, never gonna be good enough for you!!
nothing lasts forever, i'm sorry i can't be perfect, now it's just too late, and now we can't go back, i'm sorry i can't be perfect, nothings gonna change........nothings gonna make this right again............just wanna talk to you.. and you don't understand!
......busted all........nothing lasts forever, i'm sorry i can't be perfect, now it's just too late, and now can't go back, i'm sorry i can't be perfect..........................

i wish i were good enough for you.. :(

she will be loved... (lyrics i like and might relate to now or even whole song aswell..)

2006-06-03T16:44:00.000+08:00

i don't mind spending everyday..
look for the girl with the broken smile..
ask her if she wants to stay a while........
and sheeeeee wiiiiiiiiiill bee loooooooved!!
and sheeeeee wiiiiiiiiiill bee looooooovvveeeeeeddddddddddddd!!
tap on my window, knock on my door..
i want to make you feel beautiful..
it's not always butterflies and compromizing moves.......
look for the girl with the broken smile..
ask her if she wants to stay a while........
and sheeeeee wiiiiiiiiiill bee loooooooved!!
sooooooooo hard tooooo saaaaay goodbyeeeee!~~~~~~

ever noticed......

2006-05-31T09:24:00.000+08:00

ever noticed that you only notice that something a part of you is missing only once you have lost it?
i was so foolish to let an important part of me go..
if only i never let it go. i wouldn't be in such depression.. it's one of the worst depressions i've ever had.
you said, i shouldn't let that happen, but how can't it not?
..... it's so hard to move on, since i need one, miss one, ache and cry over one, loved one, want one, i want
it back.. i should never have been such a fool to let it happen.
i'm so hollow.. i'm so hollow babeah............... :(
i'm trying to do what you asked me to, believe me i'm trying..
i hope you're happy. because i'm obviously not..
i let you down......... and i am so down.........
my smiles aren't the same anymore. not without you..
i'm such a fool!!!!!!!!!
why did i have to do that????????
i'm so mad at myself for only realizing how important you were to me.
now i don't think i can have it back anymore............
i'm different without you.
i don't even know who you are, who i am anymore.........even though i have been in this place before.
but it's lonelier and darker and scarier, and so painful........
oh just rip my heart out will you?! make it stop!!
i must've loved you.......... otherwise i wouldn't feel this bad..
i miss you..
but......i'm trying to let you go :(
especially to the girl who has you now.........
i have evil and selfish thoughts, but you can kiss my ass for that..
i can't help it!
usually i would go for something i want and need.. you out of all the people should kind of know that!
how could you not?
but...... i suppose i'm gonna have to let you walk away from me.
but as you move on, remember me, remember us, and remember what we used to be
(coz i can't stop, everything and everywhere i go reminds me of you)
so maybe it is good that i'm going to sydney..
because, then.....only everything will remind me of you..
this song - goodbye my lover pretty much is suitable for what i feel.......i suppose..
you cry to it, so do i........

you have been the one for me.................and i only realized it now, when it's too late?
oh god, i hope not.. :(

FACE IT JAZZ!! MOVE ON DAMN IT!!!!!!! MOVE ON!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm so pissed, angry, raged, feel betrayed, upset, mad, sad, depressed, heart broken, hollow, stupid, foolish,
nervous, weak and all those things.............

face it..........
he's gone :( - one has walked out on me.. even if i was the one who set the falling trap..
but perhaps i put it on the wrong spot in the first place. i'm such a fool..

forgive me babeah, i'm sorry..

goodbye my lover.. (8) let the music heal your soul.. (8)

2006-05-30T12:25:00.000+08:00

I know that I wasn't fair to you,
I just wish I could have been.
I know I should have treated you better and I wish I did.
I don't even know why I'm so stupid to let you go.
Maybe I should find someone who is just like you...
A good basketball player, caring and good looking.
So that I could miss him just as much as I miss you now! (and always missed you..)
I'm sorry I dumped you.
I wish I thought about it more through.
Wish could take it back.
and we'd STILL BE TOGETHER...!!

29.05.2006
by Jazzy

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(8) goodbye my lover (8)............
i'm soo..hollow..soo hollow..i'm soo hollow babeah (8).....................

I lost my pumpkin, have you seen it?
I want my pumpkin back! so i can put it next to peachez!
..... but it's not going to happen huh? :(
.....not now anyways! :(
.......but i'm still hoping. that's all i can do now. :(

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i gained a stomach,
i lost the extra, had it back to normal because of starvation
came back, i gained a stomach again,
guess what? i lost the extra again.......... hopefully it won't overdo......
until bones.

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about the previous post

2006-05-29T19:00:00.000+08:00

the heart broken doodle, it decided to come alive.
oh it's showing itself.. it's being very open.
trying to pick up the bits and pieces one by one. it takes patience.
1..2..3..4..5..6..7..8..9..10.........
oh so many bits and pieces dropped onto the ground. please help me pick them up again.
maybe some day it may be glued back together, hopefully soon.......
but it may not be as good as before......... it already was wounded before........
now it just shattered into more pieces..
where is piece 11? stitching with pain.
hope it gets better in time..
right now, spills are leaking.. HELP ME FIND MY -PIECES OF ME-!!~~
i know, i know, i'm the only one who can fix it, but at least you could help me find them
and gather them with me.......

signing out,

**jazzy**

another doodle called 'broken heart..'

2006-04-15T13:41:00.000+08:00

here's another cuute doodle i drew!! ^^
ain't it cute? (other than it being broken/sad) AAWW!! CUUTEE!!
(it's just another doodle, just like the others!) ^^ :p :)

**jazzy**

Welcome to my Mess!!

2006-04-15T12:10:00.000+08:00

Welcome to my Mess!!
Rage of excitement of the Adventure of crying a river.
Disappointment is starting to occur.
Complication is all you need to know.
Anticipation to the Rear.
Curiosity is over taking.
Boredom is taking part of the present.
Patience lasts not long.
Insanity visits you from time to time
Depression is overwhelming.
The mess is welcomed unwelcomly,
The mess has entered into my life!

**jazzy**

homesick and loneliness

2006-04-13T15:13:00.000+08:00

homesick and loneliness creeping from behind.
every day it seems to increase and get worse.
sadness is coming back into my life.
now is this all worth it?
i think not.
memories and the desire of home,
the need of home,
the comfort of home
is what i need.
truth be told, i want to go back home.
the desperation to run freely, to feel at ease,
to feel safe and the comfort around.
loneliness comes around and stays around.
living alone gets too much, too lonely,
sometimes scary.
company is what i need,
my life in singapore i miss.
come back to me, oh once i see, touch, feel,
breathe you again. i need you by my side.
come back into my life.

**jazzy**

..more "bweautiful" pics of me part 3

2006-03-24T19:55:00.000+08:00

I think that these 2 are the best from this batch!! :) ^^ don't ya think? heheheh! ^^ :)

signing out,

**jazzy**

..more "bweautiful" pics of me part 2

2006-03-24T19:51:00.000+08:00

the 2 best are coming up!!!!!! ( part 3 )

..more "bweautiful" pics of me part 1

2006-03-24T19:35:00.000+08:00

some more "bweautiful" pics of me taken a while back.. but still recent, mebbe 3 weeks ago?

indication of the areas.......

2006-03-13T20:28:00.000+08:00

hiiiii ya'll!! this pic just basically shows where what is.. 1.) where the entrance is to where i stay
2.) where the cafe is and 3.) where the entrance to the shops are..

very convinient!! and very near eh? (hahah, i know i already said all that!! :p)

signing out,

**jazzy**

This is "my place" the building i stay in!

2006-03-13T15:53:00.000+08:00

hey ya'll! as promised, here is the pic of the place i'm staying in!! COOL YEH!?!?!?!
There's a gym and an inside pool too!! i stay on the 11th floor maan!!
and and there's a cafe next door, and the small mall too!! HOW CONVINIENT!!!!!! WOOOOHHHHOOOOO!!!!!!
WAHAHAH!!!!! chill ya'll!!!!!!

Pics of me Part 5 (final of the "series")

2006-03-11T09:15:00.000+08:00

Here are the final two Pics of the so called "series" !! What ya'll think?? hahaha.. :p

..well......more updates coming up Soon!~~

:) hope you will enjoy 'em all!! :)

signing out,

**jazzy**

Pics of me Part 4

2006-03-11T09:04:00.000+08:00

i think i got 2 more bweeautiful pics coming up!! ^^ LOL!!

Pics of me Part 3 (continue)

2006-03-11T08:53:00.000+08:00

hey ya'll, more pics uploaded.. same type though..... but yeh.. pics of me!! ^^ :p :)
.....more coming up!

Pics of me Part 2

2006-03-10T23:28:00.001+08:00

here's part 2!!!!!!

pics of me!! part 1

2006-03-10T21:58:00.000+08:00

here is part 1 of pics of me!!

my doodle today, 10/3/'06

2006-03-10T21:30:00.000+08:00

i was doodleing while i was talking to armaan today. i was so bored. hahah of course not bored of talking to him. no way.
i just doodle when i talk on the phone or do something or move around a lot.. can't just sit still for a long time.. hahahah..
i miss him! :( we talk sooooo much on the phone now.. wahahahah!! even longer than we used to in spore i think! o_O
oh gosh...... almost like 2 hours........ almost every time we both got time?? oh gosh.. lol!! aaww!! ^^

OKIE DOKIE, enough already!! ya'll say "ENOUGH JAZZ!!" WAHAHAH!!!!!!

aaaaaaannnnyyyywwwwaaaayyyyy,

like my doodles? :)

signing out,

**jazzy**

next to the baathroom there is a washing area!

2006-03-10T18:45:00.000+08:00

here's another pic of my BWEAUTIFUL bathroom! WAHAH!! and then there's the washing area!! where i do my laundry for the first time in my life maaaaaann!! OH MY GOSH!! WAHAHAH!! :p o_O LOL!! and no disasters yet!! ^^
mom taught me well! :) ^^ YEAY!! WAHAHAH!! that's good.. good good.. lol!

that's all to show for now!! :) hope you had fun looking at my place in sydney!! :) ^^

the exterior, the outside of the building etc. and perhaps more of sydney coming up soon!!

signing out,

**jazzy**

bedroom and bathroom

2006-03-10T18:22:00.000+08:00

here are pics of my bedroom and bathroom!!

entrance with high security and kitchen

2006-03-10T18:05:00.001+08:00

yeh that's right ppl!! my place has high security!! :) i'll take a picture of the outside building soon. for now i'll only
be showing you the inside yeh? cool coolies!! :)

entrance with high security and kitchen

2006-03-10T18:05:00.000+08:00

yeh that's right ppl!! my place has high security!! :) i'll take a picture of the outside building soon. for now i'll only
be showing you the inside yeh? cool coolies!! :)

my place inside (appartment 1 bedroom and living room and kitchen)

2006-03-10T17:40:00.000+08:00

hiiiii yall!! this is my place in sydney!! this is the living room area..

SYDNEY'S CLOUDS!!

2006-03-10T17:13:00.000+08:00

taken on tuesday or wednesday...... super duper pwweeeeetty clouds!!
my obsseeeeesssssssiooooon with clouds!! WAHAHAH!! kidding!! well....i am into them!! they are soooo BWEAUTIFUL!!!!!! ^^ WAHAHAHAH!! i looooove clouds!! ESPECIALLY THESE ONES!! ;) (duh!)
wahah!!!!! SOO NIIIIIIICE TO LOOK AT!! it takes my breath awaaaaaaaayyyyyyyy!!!!! LOL!! :p ^^ :)

signing out,

**jazzy**

Sydney Confirmed!

2006-02-08T01:25:00.000+08:00

hey, yo ppl!! guess what? i'm going to Sydney after all!
All i need is a place, phone number and bank account! Woo!!
I start school on the 20th Feb 2006. But my orientation is on the 17th. Hmmpf! LOL!
and and.. I'm leaving on the 14th Feb!!!!!! Valentines Day! OMG!! LOL!! :( :S :|
soo.. weird and sad to fly on that day! :( aaww!! :(
HMM.. oh well, at least my parents are going to come with me for the first week + 1/2.
To help me settle in and find a place etc. :)
Hmm.. i would have to get to know how to get around Sydney and study Sydney and how
to take transport and everything!! AAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!! LOL!!
I'll probably send everyone my contacts & address. (obviously, i would have my blog
and email and msn as usual) if i forget to send to YOU (yes you reading this now!! LOL!)
you could always ask me for it! :) ok? :) and please don't get mad that i have forgotten
to send my details to you! LOL! :p :D (a) heheh..
Haah..... i need to start packing man!!!!!! i haven't even gotten everything yet! still
gonna buy some stuff first!! WAAH!! o_O >_<
and i'm already leaving Tuesday!! :( it's gonna be difficult to go man......but i'll be back
during my holidays :) and i graduate end of december anyway! so not even a whole year! :)
i'll be back very soon! compared to some of you! :p hahah..
OKIE DOKIE!! keep you guys updated as much as possible and all!! hope to chat to you soon!

signing out,

**jazzy**

my application accepted!

2006-01-13T16:26:00.000+08:00

heeeeeeyhoooooo!! lol

guess what people? i waited long enough! and guess what? they accepted my application at kvb!! (the school in sydney, australia!!) WOO!! :)

this week, sunday night, my parents and i are flying off to sydney to check out the school and see whether i would like it there, before actually paying and then ending up having to go. so this way, i'll get to see it first! we'll be there until thursday!!
woo! heheh!! and thankfully, it is summer right now! not winter!! :) but i bet i would still be very cold at night. since at night it
cools down! BBRR!! so i'd be wearing at least 2 layers! and in the winter, i'd probably wear 10 layers!! qwioeryh WAAHH!!
i'd be freezing! hehehehe!! i'll dress up like a penguin!! ^^ LMAO!! hope i wouldn't look too "rounded" WAHAHAHAH!! My gosh!! LMAO!! sooooo AANNYWAY, i'll obviously, still keep ya'll updated and all!! :) please still come and check my blog,
even if i don't get to UPDATE IT a lot/ as much lately, but right now i should be able to. :)
so this is the news for this one! tthat's all! hehehe..

signing out,

**jazzy**

my graduation on the 13th dec 2005

2006-01-05T13:33:00.000+08:00

hiiiiii all,

incase you all are wondering what's happening right now. i actually graduated a while back on the 13th dec 2005.
right now, i'm just lazing around having fun and being bored at the same time. since i'm waiting for the reply of my
application to australia!!!!!! i hope i get in and that i can go and all!! ^^ it's been like a week and or more. still waiting!
.......... hai!~~
ANYWAYS!!>> here are some Pics of my graduation!! i had to display my work! >_< LOL!! see? hahah!
i'm only showing you pics of my work for now.. and one picture that includes a silly shot of me!! >_<
WAHAHAHAH!! oohh yaa look?! i'm wearing a dress!! :o! hihihi!! and it's RED too!! WAHAHAH!! :) ^^ :p
..maybe later on i will show more pics! heheh.. lol. yeh..
maybe.. we'll see! :p ^^

signing out,

**jazzy**

BEAN BAGS!!!!!!! (at IdN Conference)

2005-11-11T20:09:00.000+08:00

i went and still going to the IdN Conference at Suntec where designers show off their work and talk about it.
most of the talks were actually quite boring! >_< but some were quite good! :) nice work to show! :)
the only nuisance for me was that i would get aches and "butt cramps" after a while from sitting on those hard chairs!! >_<
they had pretty good stuff over there!! ESPECIALLY THE BEAN BAGS! (SOME PEOPLE GOT TO SIT ON THEM DURING THE TALKS!! UNFAIR!!) Even the bean bags are on sale! S$60 each!!
I WAAAAANNNNNTT!!!!!! i hope i can get one!! :) and show off!! WAHAHAH!! they have pretty good designs! REALLY NIIIIICCCEE!! 3 niice designs!! :)
I already have my favorite one!! ^^ GUESS WHICH ONE IT IS?! LOL!! :p i hope i can get it!!
not to forget i'm getting 2 others, but not for me though! hahah!!
i hope i won't look too greedy! LOL!! and how to carry?! o_O i would need some help! :p heheh!! hope i can get some help
to at least carry them out of the halls!! :p ^^
here you can view some pics of the bean bags!! ENJOY!! don't get too jealous now! since it was only temporally for sale.
(WHILE STOCKS LAST! LOL!!)

yup yup!!!!!

signing out,

**Jazzy**

look at mwoah! ;) LOL!!

2005-09-21T23:50:00.000+08:00

jun and i went to the chocolate bar at esplanade, like a week or 2 ago?! was it? yaa?
and we forgot to bring camera! and we saw soo much chocolate!!
they even had chocolate fondue?!!?!?!?!! it looked soo YUMMY!! we wanted to order
it too! but since we were stuffed with our drink! we couldn't order it!
so we decided to come back with MORE PEOPLE to share!! i wonder when
this would take part! IT WOULD BE SOO GREAT!! since i'm craving it now!!
GRR!! i want to gooooo!!!!!! JUUNN!! please check for your schedule!!
I hope we can go soon!

**jazzy**

i'm baaaaack!!

2005-09-21T23:28:00.000+08:00

heeeeeey peeooppllee!!
iii'mm bbbbbaaaaaaaccccckkkkkkk!!!!!! ^^ :)

expect some updates over the next few days!! ^^ muahah!! WWEEEEE!!!!!! hahahah!!
i am on term break!! "holiday"! i'm free again!!

oohh!! oohh!! and i got offered a job!! to design a greeting card with a christmas tree on and the company's logo on it! o_O
interesting eh?? should i do this? my parents have told me it's a good opportunity!!
i think i will try and do this!! let's see what will turn out!! ^^ :) more updates on this thingy will come soon!! i will keep you
updated on this!! :)

**jazzy**

hahah!!

2005-09-21T23:25:00.000+08:00

hahah!! hope that cake parade didn't make you hungry!! lmao!! :p :p nanananana!!

**jazzy**

jun and i at armaan's party

2005-09-21T23:20:00.000+08:00

we were walking around to get the time moving! since SOME people decided to go swimming!! so yeeling, jun and i
decided to take a walk!!

more pics!

2005-09-21T23:16:00.000+08:00

SoMeOne had to have SomeOnE cut the cake!! lool!! hihihihi!!~
here are some more pics of the party!! i got plenty more!! ;)
but i'm not gonna put them all up!! it would be way out of control!! if you know what i mean!

these are only some i chose to put up! :) (duh!) hahah!!

fuunn!! enjoyy!!

**jazzy**

Armaan's Party

2005-09-21T22:45:00.000+08:00

Armaan's Party!! It was awesome!! :) ^^
(It has been a while back........hasn't it?........Let's see if you still can remember it!!)
here are some reminders!! (pics!) :)

Had loads and loads and loads of fun!!!!!!! WOOOOOHHHHHOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!! lool!!
PARTY TIME!! oh! and there was tons of food!! o_O

check out the pics!! ^^ and more coming up!! ^^

yeay!! i got a new phone!! 22 july 2005

2005-09-21T22:34:00.000+08:00

22 july 2005. posted on 21 september 2005

' i know that i haven't written here for a long time!! but i was busy with stuff and being lazy as well.
but here's something new!! --

_______________________________________________

yeay yesterday i went out with my parents and we bought a new phone!!
yeay!! it's the nokia 7270! :) lool!!

i got it because i wanted a flip-phone soo badly!! looool!! :p :D now i've got it!! YEAY!!
actually at first i wanted to get 6101, but they didn't have it yet, apparently it wasn't 'launched' yet said the man.. lol!!
and even he didn't know when it'll be here, he said that it doesn't show anywhere or something like that...........
But! i'm satisfied with the one i got anyway!! SSOO YEAYY!! :)

happy!!~~ and it's kinda fun!! even though it has really lame games though! it has a size-converter!! :O it calculates anything, for example type in a shoe size and it will show you the sizes from all countries possible or something like that!!

i like the keeys, they are soo cool!! :) :D :p ;) heheheh!!

it has 2 colored pouches thingies that you can attach to the phone! niice too!!

heheh.. that's all for now!! '

**Jazzy**

'seth'

2005-07-13T01:15:00.000+08:00

he's like the absolute adorable chick-magnet! LMAO!! well he soooooo attracts mee!! he's suuucchhh a hottie!!
every time i watch the OC i go *drooooool* coz i'm like secretly in love with him!! WAHAHAH!!!!! oh well.......
ain't really much of a secret now isn't it?? LOOL!!
yesssss ppl!! i think he's so hott!! ;) o_O LOL!!
now now........... no need to get jealous!!!!!!!!!! LMAO!!!!! WAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it would just be niccee to see a STAR i have no problems looking at on my blog!! ^^ WEE!! hahahahah..
if this doesn't work out for ya'll...... i'll remove him from my blog and just keep him to myself!! LMAO!! WAHAHAH!!
ok ok!! enough now!! we'll see how ya'll react to this!! >>MUAHAHAHAH!!<< heh..

..good night ya'll!!

signing out,
**Jazzy**

class cancelled today!!

2005-07-12T14:16:00.000+08:00

woohoo!! class cancelled today!!!!!!!
i was about to say " i don't feel like going to school today!"
and thank god, school called me and said that class is cancelled! YEAY!!
teacher not feeling well.. apparently! lol!
BUT!! replacement class is on thursday!! :( waah!! :( i don't want!! :(
(usually i wouldn't have class on thursday!) this sux!! LOL!!
oh well!!
at least i don't have to go today!! :p :)
hmm............ what to do............................hw? :( lool.. eekk!! >_<
not now!! :) LOL! oh gosh!! procrastinator!?!?! o_O ..LMAO!!
hmmpf........
stopping this now! LOL!!
signing out,

**Jazzy**

colors - give it a try!

2005-07-10T19:32:00.000+08:00

http://www.toonjokes.com/pictureid-135.htm

hey guys!! i haven't seen this for ages!! but it is damn good!! go ahead! and give it a try!! wee!!

have fun!!

**Jazzy**

rainy day

2005-07-10T16:36:00.000+08:00

boooooooouu!! today is a rainy day after all!! >_<
grr..!! can't watch tv at the moment, coz my roof is like made out of metal and you can hear the rain!
tap..tap..tap....Tap......TAP!!...... taptaptaptaptap.....!!!!!!!! >_< lool!!
it's sooooo LOUD!!
EEKK!! LIGHTNING!! EEKK!! MAYBE I CAN GET A PICTURE OF IT!! :D I DID ONCE!! I SWEAR!! ASK A FRIEND OF MINE!! HE WAS THERE!! LOL!!
let's see.....if i can do it again! WAHAH!! LOL! :p

today

2005-07-10T16:00:00.000+08:00

hii,
yeeayy!! i'm eating lasagne now! i reheated it in the micro! lol!
ain't that looking "delicious"? loooool!! :p hah.. hah..!! :p

..hmm.. today i worked on my blog again, i'm supposed to do WORK! BUT...... nooooooo! lol..
i'm lazy and a bit bored like yesterday!! i am so dead with work!! >_< sigh!! this is so not good!!
nobody is even here to "force" me! LOL!! so it's not getting anywhere right now!! HHMMPF!!
i bet i'll end up chatting AGAIN, i was chatting earlier.. and um be lazy and watch tv and work
on the blog some more and just avoid work, which i'm not supposed to do! :(
but oh well..... maybe i'll find myself doing it later!! o_O hahah.. ain't that....................
ANYWAY, i'll stop for now,
lasagne getting cold!! >_< lool! :p
signing out,

**Jazzy**

at this time.......

2005-07-10T03:55:00.000+08:00

wow, i'm still like up, i guess i wasn't planning to sleep any earlier, well i was. but it's ending to be pretty late or "early"......
and guess what?

my friend, is teasing me at this hour about ice cream! :( she's having haagen dazs right now, and that's like my favorite ice cream, the ice cream i love. and she's eating it! she is in austria! soo far away! :( lool.....!! but still!! GRR!! i want!! LOL!!
it's what? 3:54am here wow!! and i'm jealous and half craving for ice cream!! by that i mean, i ain't exactly hungry or in the mood to eat ice cream right NOW at this TIME.....but it just sounds so good!! ......MMHH!! LOL!! wahahahah!!

anyway, i'm like going to bed now.. well soonish!! lol..

signing out,

**Jazzy**

back at school

2005-07-09T21:24:00.000+08:00

'yo yo yo!
i'm back at school and all i can think is being lazy
lazy is back and the back is lazy
lazy for school is lazy for you
so you are lazy and so am i
all i can think all i can do is being lazy...
that's lazy for you' .

by me, jazzy 9/7/'05

hahah!! see?? i'm soo lazy and bored!! >_< lool!!

signing out,

**jazzy**

ray's party

2005-07-09T19:41:00.000+08:00

this so called group pic, was at ray's party!! it started in the morning, on monday 4th right?
hmm...... i was sooooo bored at some points. because they were bowling and all, and bowling
ain't my thing at all.. i didn't give a shit.. but it was fun to watch SOME PEOPLE hint hint @ yeeling
on how they bowl!! 'drop/smack/roll' wahahah!!!!! SO FUNNY!! interesting technique i say!! :)
and and.. this person who took these 2 pics, wow he was like go there/ cannot see you/ move there
hahaha!! my goodness! lool..... anyway, it was a good day after all, i got to spend with them. even
though it may have seem that i wasn't really having any fun. but it was interesting to watch people.
it wasn't a good day for me either, since i had to go to school for 1 hour! that was so dumb!! but anyway
we had a nice plan, to give ray a "GAG"! and it was damn good! i might post it up for the next 'entry'!
signing out,

**Jazzy**

success

2005-07-09T19:34:00.000+08:00

oohh hey hey hey!! it did work after all!! ^^ hahah!! you'd just have to wait a long time i guess? looll......
signing out,

**Jazzy**

second try

2005-07-09T19:28:00.000+08:00

i just tried to post something just now.. it's called 'laziness and boredom' but i don't understand or don't get how to put it up! maybe i can get this one to come up!! i ain't typing out the whole thing again!! let's see!! hope so!! if this shows up, this will be the first entry! sigh >_< but yeh! okie dokie!!

laziness and boredom

2005-07-09T19:17:00.000+08:00

first entry,
today i'm supposed to do work and all. but instead i'm lazy and bored. i can't get myself to start any work at all. this is
probably how i end up doing last minute work. this is so not good.
what should i do? i'm bored.. i can't be bothered to do work today anyway. i'm even too lazy to do my nails. since one broke off, and it happened to be on the middle finger. the rest are long. and it looks weird and funny.
i'm watching season finale of the simpson! aaww!! and hahah! it's good! :p :)
i'm not going out today.. how sad is that? nobody asked me (as usual) and some people seem to be busy when they might not be? and SOME are not even here!! hahah.. hint hint! lool!!
anyways!! this is the end of my first entry. adios! lol..
signing out,

**Jazzy**

jazz is around

2005-07-06T20:03:00.000+08:00

really, she is