ever noticed that you only notice that something a part of you is missing only once you have lost it?
i was so foolish to let an important part of me go..
if only i never let it go. i wouldn't be in such depression.. it's one of the worst depressions i've ever had.
you said, i shouldn't let that happen, but how can't it not?
..... it's so hard to move on, since i need one, miss one, ache and cry over one, loved one, want one, i want
it back.. i should never have been such a fool to let it happen.
i'm so hollow.. i'm so hollow babeah............... :(
i'm trying to do what you asked me to, believe me i'm trying..
i hope you're happy. because i'm obviously not..
i let you down......... and i am so down.........
my smiles aren't the same anymore. not without you..
i'm such a fool!!!!!!!!!
why did i have to do that????????
i'm so mad at myself for only realizing how important you were to me.
now i don't think i can have it back anymore............
i'm different without you.
i don't even know who you are, who i am anymore.........even though i have been in this place before.
but it's lonelier and darker and scarier, and so painful........
oh just rip my heart out will you?! make it stop!!
i must've loved you.......... otherwise i wouldn't feel this bad..
i miss you..
but......i'm trying to let you go :(
especially to the girl who has you now.........
i have evil and selfish thoughts, but you can kiss my ass for that..
i can't help it!
usually i would go for something i want and need.. you out of all the people should kind of know that!
how could you not?
but...... i suppose i'm gonna have to let you walk away from me.
but as you move on, remember me, remember us, and remember what we used to be
(coz i can't stop, everything and everywhere i go reminds me of you)
so maybe it is good that i'm going to sydney..
because, then.....only everything will remind me of you..
this song - goodbye my lover pretty much is suitable for what i feel.......i suppose..
you cry to it, so do i........
you have been the one for me.................and i only realized it now, when it's too late?
oh god, i hope not.. :(
FACE IT JAZZ!! MOVE ON DAMN IT!!!!!!! MOVE ON!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm so pissed, angry, raged, feel betrayed, upset, mad, sad, depressed, heart broken, hollow, stupid, foolish,
nervous, weak and all those things.............
face it..........
he's gone :( - one has walked out on me.. even if i was the one who set the falling trap..
but perhaps i put it on the wrong spot in the first place. i'm such a fool..
forgive me babeah, i'm sorry..